and I'd wander off and then I'd find a bed
no I'm not the one to judge what's wrong or right
but I knew that they were all little white lies
so forget you ever looked into my eyes

where I am and where you are
are not in the same sentence.

on the morning when I woke up without you
for the first time, I felt free and I felt lonely and I felt scared.
And I began to talk to myself almost immediately
Not use to being the only person there

my worries to you are some what of a game
and I refuse to keep being just your pawn.
come on, big boy, hold my hand or, for me, its check.mate.

and the tears come streaming down your face,
when you lose someone you can't replace.